Part 2? Nah,not yet.

I said I'll write my review in the next post,but...I'm a freaking procrastinator,so...D: .I'm gonna write a kick ass long review,so don't worry.I'll describe the camp in the most omgwtfbbq way possible,I hope.Until now,I still miss it =/.

Anyway,did some blog stalking today.It's really amazing how much you can know someone from their blog.Maybe not everything,but it's still amazing.Everything you didn't know about them.I once didn't give a damn about blogs.Now i'm regretting that decision =/.Wished I found the wonders of blogs sooner.Regrets seem to be a part of my life,sigh.

I found this song today,and it's pretty awesome.I love it's lyrics.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven




Heh,protecting someone...just how far would you go?I know I would break my limits,cause i'm a sucker for protecting things xD.I like to be the big meat shield,haha.

Oh and,that's not the original video.The original was kinda boring,so I put in a Final Fantasy VII Advent Children one.God,that movie rocked so hard.Even if you're not a fan of the FF series,you should watch it.Plus,Tifa is effing hot.Seriously.


Oh,and I'm also addicted to that song the two Taman Petaling girls sang.That was so cute xD.
It's called Shining Friends by 2r.

Little faith brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
You have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be



So...cherish your friends and stuff...yeah.It's what they always tell you,but most of us still take it for granted anyway,sigh.Human nature sucks sometimes.I could go on about human nature,but,I'd just keep going on and on connecting one thing to another lol,xD.So,i'll keep that for another post.I wish I could talk this much in real life.I'm always the quiet guy that doesn't stand out much =/.

Well,time to end this post.But first,a little picture I drew some time ago.Hope you guys like it.And comments are always nice.Might draw another soon.I'm still trying to draw faces of.
 people I meet in life,but it's really hard >< .Anyone wanna be my model? xD.
For free of course...cause im kedekut like that.I'm still an amateur at drawing and not good at shading...sigh.But I still love,love,love drawing.I dunno why,but I LOVE drawings and words.I'm lazy at doing it though =/.Well,tata.





If you meet a dead end,you don't take a detour...you bust it up with your hands. 8D
-Another lame quote by me.

Tai Kor

LLC 2007 baby.(part 1)

Phew,just returned from LEO Leadership Camp 2007.I don't think it's possible to describe the camp in words.But if i did try,I'd have to say it was omg f*cking awesome.Yeah,I almost cursed in my blog there.Shows how much it rocked.Seriously though,even saying it is awesome is an understatement.I think it has changed my view on life quite a bit.It made me stronger,even if it only is a little bit.It was a life changing experience to summarise it.Even now,while writing this post,I wish I were still over there,hanging out with everyone,acting crazy and without a care in the world.I'm feeling really emo right now...I miss everyone there.Those 6 days and 5 nights spent together...how I wish it would've lasted longer.It went by just like that,like pooooof.I know everything has to end eventually but that sucks,srsly.I kinda feel empty right now for some reason now that the camp is over.I guess it's because I've already gotten used to the lifestyle of the camp,so I don't really know what to do now.Reality is sinking back in,and I have to think about what to do next.Sighhhh,this sucks.

I met a lot of new people from other schools at the camp.We had so many things to do,and everyday we would be as tired as hell,but we would stay up late and go crazy anyway.

I'm gonna write my opinions and feelings on the camp in the next post.Kinda feeling tired right now.I stayed up till like 5 a.m. since it was the last night.I still had 5 hours of sleep,but I dunno why i'm still tired.Till the next post then.

Tai Ko (Zu Wen)

Hmm....what the hell,I don't know...insert your own title here.

Been a while since i last updated.One whole month,zomg.Ah well...not like I had anything to blog about.Another slow paced month...nothing much happenin'..sigh.Boring,boring.
Anyway...i recently found this manga/comic and it has got me hooked onto it for the past 5 days?Reading 25 volumes in 5 days..man,i'm good.>_> +cough+nolife+cough+
The name of this manga is the epidemic we call GTO,abbrevation for..Great Teacher Onizuka.Lawl.
This is like one of the g'damnned best manga i've ever read so far,probably even the best.
It has situations that pretty much every one of us can relate to as students and also as human beings.
It's basically about this guy named Onizuka,an ex-gang leader who after witnessing a school girl ditching him for her current "boyfriend",a balding,old man which is her teacher,decides to become a teacher himself.
He does things in an unorthodox manner,not like how teachers do it normally.Using violence to correct his students,not playing by the rules,etc..and not mention,he has an IQ of 50.The manga is about his unique experiences with the students and teachers of the academy he is teaching at on his quest to become the greatest teacher in Japan,lawl.It's definitely a must-read.Warning though...it has quite an amount of mature content.Nothing to be worried about though...pretty sure anyone can handle it.Unless you're some naive,innocent child.(No offense intended)
This manga also teaches a lot about living your life.
Taught me that I should always solve my own problems and not blame it on the nearest person i can grab onto.To take responsibility for everything and not chicken your ass out of it.
It touches on a lot of aspects of life that most of us probably take for granted.Definite must read for character building LOL.Oh and also..it's realllly hilarious,you won't be able to stop laughing.Srsly.

After finishing the manga,it made me think a lot...think about the things in life that I took for granted.
It made me question the so-called "education system" we have today.One of the quote from the manga,
"All teachers do are stuff us with rubbish from the textbook,".Or something along that line,too lazy to look for it.
Anyways..it's kinda true..most teachers nowadays,they just feed us with whatever they can find in the textbook or workbook or whatever.What's the point of that?Any two-bit moron can read from the book and comprehend if they wanted to.
Why bother teaching us things we can learn ourselves?Take history for example...most teachers just rant on about things you can read yourself from the book.Dude..why bother then?Then again..this is my opinion,and i'm probably wrong somewhere,but i'm too much of an ass to bother checking.
Teachers shouldn't just feed us with information on how to score on tests,expecting us to succeed like that.They gotta teach students life lessons that they'll be able to use in this ever cruel world.It's getting harder and harder to survive these days..what with all the corruption,power hunger,lies,assholes...grumble grumble.Anyway,that's another story.

This manga actually gave me the inspiration to become a teacher one day...probably sounds foolish huh?Hahaha.....Me?A teacher?...Hahaha,that's funny.Maybe when the moon comes crashing down onto the earth and Mars rams into Pluto.Then again..that could happen one day..ahahaha.Though..if I ever become a teacher..i'll be giving lessons on life and trying to help them(the students)...and not just stuff them with shit they can learn themselves.Dunno if i'll be cut out for it though.Seeing the amount of troubled kids today....I can't imagine what's gonna happen in 10 years.Just another foolish dream..but hey,it's a dream nonetheless.Better than having none.
I thought about being a teacher once..though I was afraid.I was afraid that I might lose my passion to teach as years go by...Maybe like..after 10 years,i'll give up on my students,and not care about them anymore.Sigh..but,nothing ventured,nothing gained.Guess I gotta take a risk once in a while.Been playing it safe all this while..getting bored of it.Hee hee.
Being teacher does have its perks. Like having long ass holidays,and having fun with the students.How many jobs are there where you can actually have fun?It's all about the fun in life baby.Oh..and also..you get to stare at all the hot chicks in the school all you want,damnn,whatta deal. ..What?Why are you staring at me like that?I am still a guy no?I still have a right to stare at hot high school chicks even at the age of 30! (though i'll seem like a paedophile,but who cares?>_>)
AHEM...ANYWAYS,
teaching looks like a really fun and worthwhile profession..though I might be wrong.Probably not all that I expect and not as great as I thought it would be,but still...worth a shot...heh.Nothing beats seeing the youth and reminscing about your school days at the age of 50 while sipping tea and watching the skirts...err clouds that pass by. ...Man,I sound like an old man already.

Heh,well look out,you might be looking at the next teacher at a highly respectable school raking in the dough being flanked by cute high schoolers. ...What?Can't a guy fantasize once in a while?And make sure you guys send your children to me...i'll make sure to take "good" care of them,hee hee.No,i'm not a damn paedophile..at least I don't think I am.Damn,I need to visit a kindergarten to make sure.

Anyway,that's about it for now......too lazy to think of anything else.

Baibai.

"When life gives you lemon,you make lemon juice.When life gives you shit.....you flush it down the damned toilet,you sicko,what else?" - Another lame quote by yours truly.

.................What?

Bleh,guess i'm resorting to this to temporarily take my boredom away.I'm soooooooooooo boreeeed.Like srsly....if i don't find something to occupy my time by the time the exams are over,i'm probably gonna climb up KLCC and jump down or something. ...Hmm,that's not a bad idea....

......Anyway,I can't seem to study this year...well not like I could every other year,but....it's different this time...dunno how,it just is.It's like....I don't feel there's no purpose in taking these exams....even if I get 100 for everything...it just seems so pointless,sigh...
I guess it'll help in getting scholarships and what not,but still...i dunno...don't know how to describe it,lawl.Anyone feel the same as I do? I hope i'm not the only one.... >_>
Maybe it's because...I don't have a goal of any sort in life...so like,even if I got a scholarship to Harvard,it would be pointless I guess.Haaaaah,why's it so hard being a teenager.I miss my kindergarten days where all we had to worry about was who to annoy and bother the hell out of.Man,those were the days.
Oh well....this is the reality that I have to face,sigh.

Ah well...I guess i'm gonna go "try" to study physics
Try as in...falling asleep or getting distracted by somethinge else,lawl.
I'm probably not gonna do as well as I did in my mid-year exams...not that I did any good back then either LOL.Ahhhh,I need to get serious next year.
+Tries to imagine me being serious+
.......Not gonna happen.
Although,when I get serious...it's pretty scary...I think,I dunno.Can't remember the last time I was serious about something.Laid-back or lazy..you make the choice.

Well,that's about it I think.

Ja matta,

Your indecisive lazy giant.

The world before you.

Hey there,sorry I haven't posted in such a long time.Just didn't have the inspiration lately.Heh.But today,it just came to me like that.It's kinda funny,really.

Well,I don't really know how it happened,but I got hooked onto reading mangas online and watching anime too,lol >_>.I'm such a nerd,ne ka?But I dunno,these kind of things attract me.How these mangakas can portray the innocence and beauty of life like that.It's just...well,I dunno,it's indescribable with words.If only I could turn my feelings into a concrete form.It just touches a special spot in me ya know?

Call me emo or a nerd,doesn't really matter.Hell,i'm actually proud to be a nerd sometimes.
There's nothing to be ashamed of.You are who you are.Nothing's gonna change that,that's what I've realized these past two days.I don't really know why,but these past two days,I've come to realize a lot of things.I've learned to not take granted anything in life anymore,and every second of our life is precious.

In the past,everytime I do something wrong,I used to hate myself for being so useless and clumsy.I always hated myself for being so weak.

But now...I'm determined to try a new outlook on this.Instead of sulking about how weak I am.....I'm gonna just be determined to get even stronger and better,so I'll never have to regret doing the same mistake ever again.

Kinda funny what you can learn from the simplest of things.It's just so.....amazing.Life is just so......
Sigh...

The things that happen in the manga.New relationships are formed,they cry together,they laugh together.....the things they do.They are only highschool kids,like me,but I envy them.Their lives are soooooooo(xinfinity) much more livelier than mine.Although it's just a manga,I just wish that it would happen to me...even once is enough.The miracles that happen to them,it just makes you wish you were inside it.

Heh,miracles....

I've never faced any major problems in life before,and it pisses me off sometimes.I don't really know why.I should be happy that I don't have to experience any grief or sorrow but I won't get to experience happiness either.Meh,still,I'm pissed.I'm just greedy like that I guess.

So I'm gonna quote something from the manga I read.

"The relationships you build in high school will be the relationships you carry with you for the rest of your lives,"

Heh,I don't think I can ever forget all the relationships I've had in my crazy school...
Sigh...

Man,here I am,reminiscing already.I still have a year left in high school,so I'm gonna make it the freaking best year ever,somehow.

But it's just sad knowing that...someday,I'll have to say goodbye to these people.The people that have made me who I am today.I know,we'll meet new people as we go on...but still...
For that moment...that moment in time.Where we have to say goodbye to move on with our life,whether it's college or form 6,I just can't imagine myself doing it.I might even cry on that day...sigh.Do you guys believe in goodbyes?I don't want to though.I just wish everything was eternal sometimes.But..this is how god has made it,and he's cool that way!
I won't say goodbye on that day,I'll just say...see ya!
Heh.

Thank you,everyone.All those of you......that made my life whole.Without you all,I don't really know where I would be right now,heh.Every last one of you......thanks.

And sorry if I got you all emotional too,I didn't mean to.I just wanted to express myself.I felt like I was going to explode with these feelings if I didn't write them down.

So,I think that's about it for now.......the emotional moment.Or whatever you call it,lawl.
I'm gonna try my best....to cherish what I have had,what I have,and what I will have. =]

Oh yeah,on a less-emotional-note,after the exams,I'm probably gonna start a huge novel I've been planning for a while now.Assuming I stop being lazy of course.(yeah,right)
And i've always wanted to...well,add characters in my stories that resemble people I know of in real life.I think of it as a way to express my gratitude.

So,if anyone of you wants in,just tell me,kay?I'll try my best to make you look pretty and cool!
(Even though,i'm not any of those ;_; )Hope you guys like what I have planned.

Alright,I better end it here.I have to go to bed,sigh.
There's only a few days left before the final exams,and I'm not even close to ready yet. ;_;
I've wasted the past two days doing nothing,sigh.I need to get back on track.

Alright then,it's on.I'm throwing down the gauntlet.Let's do thissssssssssss.

(You'll probably think i'm cheesy and lame after reading this,but that's just the way I am,I guess.Heh.Sorry,i'm just not cool material.)

Wish me luck!And I wish all of you the best too,wishing you all will have a great life,meet great people and most importantly............

...Great memories!

Ja mata ne,
Zu Wen

"We're not here to die,we're here to make memories.Memories that we will never regret having,
no matter how happy or sad they are,"
- Me(unless someone already made up a quote like that,then..sorry D: )