Thursday, September 3, 2009

Wake me up when September ends.

"Success is getting and achieving what you want. Happiness is wanting and being content with what you get,"

-Bernard Meltzer

Now if only I could apply that to my life.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


Don't you think falling in love,especially in an unrequited way, is cruel? Just like a crescendo of the ocean waves,where it starts off as nothing more than a mere tingle at your feet which then slowly builds up into an overwhelming tsunami. It hits you and sweeps you off your feet without a moment's notice,when your guard is at it's weakest.Before you know it,you've drifted off too deep into the ocean without any means of returning to shore. And when you're out there,all you can do is struggle to stay afloat,praying very hard for some sort of salvation to end your battle.

So the only thing left to do is to hope.To hope that maybe the ocean current pulls you back to where you started.But then again,wouldn't that mean that the same thing would happen all over again?

Don't mind me,just a random post.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Save me,plsandty

yeah yeah,I know I said i'd be reviving this blog LOL.One post a month is better than nothing right?

I guess I owe an update of some sort.

Well,life has been....I don't really know how to put it.It just feels like i'm constantly in some sort of limbo,stuck in the middle of nowhere.I don't know what is what anymore.Am I gettting there? Or have I just been running on the same spot all this while?

I've pretty much lost most of my drive to live.I got nothing much to look forward to anymore,putting up the same monotonous routine every single day,regretting and hating myself for the same thing over and over again. I just wish something could happen right now...something that could remind me again what it means to live.Right now,I feel like i'm living not because I want to,but because I have to -.-. Seriously,i'm no better than a dead corpse right now.

I don't even know what i'm saying anymore lol.

Someone save me.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Wake up dammit!

Pounding his chest and giving him a few more breaths,they were holding on to a faint hope that he would open his eyes.

We've been through so much together,so many things left unsaid,DON'T DIE ON ME!

Just then,as if God heard the plea,his eyes slowly fluttered.


So,uhh yeah.This blog is officially revived(I think).

Sunday, January 18, 2009


Oh yeah,I totally forgot



Being 18 days late is cool.