I just don't really know anymore.Everything feels like a blank in my mind right now,like a black hole just went through it.It's that feeling where like your heart feels like it's being crushed by a ton of bricks.I detest this unsettling,insecure feeling.
Bleh,this blog has been dead for 3 months and the first thing I post is some retarded complaint.I'll post a proper post next time,for whoever that still reads my blog LOL.
Membela,melindungi dan memelihara hak pelajar supaya mindanya tidak terjejas dan menjadi peyumbang kepada pendapatan Hospital Bahagia serta mengiktiraf mereka sebagai insan yang boleh menjadi gila akibat tekanan.
=)
Moral and BI papers tomorrow.
I really should post about LOC.
TRIALS ARE HERE.
Back from LOC at last,haha.It unexpectedly turned out to be fun.I thought it was gonna be filled with boring lectures and talks,but I was totally wrong.It was pretty awesome what with moments of throwing huge pails of water at the participants (for once it wasn't me getting splashed LOL),sleeping under the stars,random basketball sessions and of course,not forgetting our utter failure with Code 0500 (aka Operasi Burung Hantu) LOL.I know you all hate us for waking you all up at 5 a.m. with our fake as hell acting xD.I only got like 30 minutes of sleep that night,but it was worth it,seeing everyone's blur faces in the morning,haha.
I'm still experiencing that lingering feeling that happens after every kickass camp I go to.It isn't as strong as it was after LLC though.After LOC,i'm really really looking forward to LLC 2008.But before that,i'm gonna have to face reality in the butt,aka SPM.Trials start next week and i'm scared as hell >/.Will post more about LOC once I get the pictures I guess.And i'll show a picture that probably shouldn't be seen by any of the participants LOL.
Well,back to the books.
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Neverr,girls are just too complicated LOL
2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Finding ways to kill time,emo-ing.
3. If you have a close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
Hmm,if he/she is making my life miserable,then I guess not.Unless he/she is some superawesome friend.
4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
Nothing,i'm already fat xD
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what will it be?
Finding my true purpose in life
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
It's possible I guess.I'll be miserable,but it's possible.
7. What do you feel like doing rite now?
Going back in time and murdering the people who discovered Physics,Bio,Chem and Add Maths
8. What are you afraid to lose most?
Everyone around me.Oh,and my sanity.
9. If there is someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Probably not,unless it feels right.
10. Do you believe in fate?
You know,that's a very funny and cliche question to ask.But i'll say yes.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Understanding me,no awkward moments when we're together
12. What are the things that will make you think he/she is bad?
I dunno,lying to me I guess
13. What is your ambition?
For the 128192012th time,I have no idea xD
14. Is anyone really perfect?
Everyone is perfect in their own ways.
15. If you have a choice to be rich or happy, which one will you pick?
Happy,duh.What's the point of being rich but the only thing
you do all day is emo around.
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My retarded part,hahaha
17.What do you think is the secret to true bliss?
Living your life to the fullest
18. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
27 years old...I guess,wandering the streets of KL begging
for money?LOL
19. If the world is going to end one day, what would you do for the last 24 hours?
Bungee jump from the top of KLCC!
20. Do you believe that highschool love can work out to last?
Any type of love can be made to last,it just depends on what both
parties do to keep their relationship alive.
I'll be the good guy and not tag anybody xD.If anyone wants to do it,then feel free to do so.
Tick tock.
Time seems to be slipping so easily out of my hands,and I can't seem to stop it from doing so.It's just speeding by so fast,that I barely notice it passing me by.I think i'm being a little paranoid by saying this,but time seems to passing faster and faster every year.I wonder if I'm the only one feeling this,hmm.Maybe time actually has an acceleration,going faster and faster each year! (Okay,i've been doing too much physics.)
Trials in about a month,give or take.Then comes the big boss in another 2 months.I don't seem to be in my panic mode yet >/.Someone help meeee.
And now for some quotes to glorify the oh so wonderful thing we call time.
“You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future”
“Don’t count every hour in the day, make every hour in the day count.”
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” - Steve Jobs (Apple co-founder)
“The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once.” - Albert Einstein
“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.” -HarveyMcKay
"But what minutes! Count them by sensation, and not by calendars, and each moment is a day." ~Benjamin Disraeli
Meaningful,no?
I feel like we're missing out on so much in this world,given the little time we have.I WANT MORE TIME,GIMME MORE TIME.
Sigh,guess i'll just have to be content with what I have right now.I can't wait till this whole overexaggerated SPM hype is over.I can almost smell the scent of me stripping naked and running through the streets once it's over.Okay,I won't do that,LOL.Too many innocent people will go blind.
On another note,
I'm sure most of you have heard the news about how Lin Miaoke (girl on the left) was lip-synching 'Ode to the Motherland' during the Olympics opening ceremony.And the reason the original singer,Yang Peiyi(girl on the right),wasn't onstage?No,it wasn't because she came down with a fever or had a last minute stomach ache.It was because she wasn't pretty enough.I was like,wtf,when I saw that.Like seriously,what kind of bullshit is this?And they even glorified Lin Miaoke to such an extent.
Discrimination like this pisses me off the most.Didn't they ever think about how Yang Peiyi felt?She must've been devastated when she was told that.Poor girl.I hope she doesn't grow up traumatized or something.And she's only 7 years old!Damned people these days,won't even go easy on a little girl's feelings.
This is like an insult to everyone watching the Olympics.The Olympics is supposed to be a sacred event,and things like this just tarnishes whatever grandeur it has.
The child on camera had to be flawless in looks, in her feelings and in her expression," he said.
Flawless?What the hell?Flawless is such an overrated word.There is no way to define perfection.Anything can be made to look perfect,if not almost.To me,portraying the truth is much more closer to perfection than giving us some fake.And all of this for their "national interest"?This is just another proof that the human mind is full of nothing but self-centered thoughts (no offense).
I have nothing against Lin Miaoke though,she looks like a sweet girl,and probably didn't really know what was going on.
This isn't the only time these kind of things happened.People get discriminated everyday for the way they look to the point that it's just sickening.I think everyone looks perfect in their own way.
What happened to the good ol' virtue of 'It's what's inside that counts'?
We need to start practicing what we preach.
