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Hmm...changed my blog header picture.Took the picture from my apartment window.Scary no? >=)
When I first saw it,I was like,"Damn,that's so cool,"
Guess what it looks like xD

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What would you do when fate was against you?Would you still fight?Or just give up altogether?
What if the odds were as much as you being able to fly without wings?Fate has a dumb way of toying with our lives.I wish it would consider our feelings for once -_-

Well,back to emo-ing and trying to study.Tomorrow's gonna be a long day.

and ze clock strikes midnight.

Lol,been a month since I last blogged -_-.As usual,procrastination.Hmm,so....nothing much happened in the past month,maybe the Charity Carnival Bazaar,but that's it.Lots of homework these few days (maybe it's because I refuse to do them,hmm...).Feeling left behind on my studies,especially chem,bio and physics =/.I need to start bucking up,and focus on getting that straight A's i'm aiming for.But as for now,the future looks pretty bleak.So right now,i'm waiting for that boost of motivation,though seems like its never coming.

Sooo,right now i'm addicted with this song =)


This video is from when he sang at some concert,so the sound is not that clear,but I like the background xD



A more clearer version




Cinderell by Steven Curtis Chapman

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sitting here wearing the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

Chorus:
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone.

Verse 2:
She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says, "Dad the prom is just one week away
And I need to practice my dancin'
"Oh please, daddy , please!"

Chorus:
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone

Verse 3:
But she came home today with a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says, "Dad the wedding's still six months away but I need to practice my dancin'
"Oh please, daddy , please!"

Chorus:
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone


This song is for all the dad's out there who has daughters =)
Though it doesn't apply to me,I love it because I think the lyric is cute xD.Call me weird if you want.
(I should've posted this on Father's Day,but oh well...)

Well,that's about it for now.Still got an essay to do =/.

Ciao.

Dissatisfaction

It's been a while since I last blogged...
It's not that I didn't have time to blog,it's more like...I had nothing to blog about.(plus procrastination had played a part of course)

Had LEO orientation today,and my legs.freaking.hurt.
Seriously.I could barely walk anymore :(
It wouldn't have been so painful if I didn't have marching practice in the morning before orientation -.-.All that stamping with my feet didn't help.I hope I can go to school on monday.*coughnotcough*

We had station games during the orientation,and man did they rock.I was incharge of the Snowy Polo station (i think that's what they call it).Basically,we laid a watermelon before them,and they had to bite as much off as possible in a given time.Then,they had to dunk their head in a basin of flour,and try to find polo sweets xD.They couldn't use their hands at all for both parts.LLC,anyone? =D.(That reminds me,I still haven't posted about LLC,LOL.)There were also other stations like charade(was funny seeing them act it out),caterpillar,fear factor(we used real worms =D) and commando crawl.I think there was one or two more,but I forgot their names.And after all that,comes the worse part.Cleaning up.Dun dun dun.We had to clean up our respective stations,and since I was also incharge of cleanliness,I had to check the whole school to make sure it was clean.So I had to walk around the whole school(well almost).I even double (or was it triple) checked.Thus,the leg pain.I had to miss out on the drama that was being performed =(.But,it was worth it.Everyone got to have fun,and most importantly,the juniors,seniors and probates got closer to each other,even if it is a lil' bit.
Orientations are so much better when you aren't one of the participants =D.You get to see everyone squirm and make a fool out of themselves xD.(I'm mean,I know)But of course,the juniors and seniors had their share of fun.We splashed each other with water at the station I was at,since there were pipes there.And we had balloons.Lots and lots of balloons.And flour.What do you get when we have the equation water + balloon + flour?You do the math =D.So overall,the orientation owned =D.Too bad this is my last year in our schools LEO club,=(.I'll miss orientation.And a whole hell lot of other things.I guess one the next few posts is gonna be about the last year in school,the worse year ever (to me anyway).

Despite all the excitement and fun,it's one of those days again.Those days where you feel so dissatisfied,never feeling content no matter how much you get.I have no idea why either.I should be happy and satisfied,but i'm not.I feel like an ingrate,not being thankful for what I have.But then again,
that's what they always tell us to do.
As humans,I don't think we can ever be truly satisfied.We will 
always want more even if we don't show it.
It's kinda sad...Why can't we just feel content? Someone kick me please.

Well,that's it for now.Not much to blog about but my complaints.I complain too much,I know.I should've been born a girl,xD. [no offence to girls =P (or is there?)]

Dun dun dun,

Zu Wen(Tai Ko)

Confusion is like going to a buffet,not knowing what to eat first.

I've been feeling rather confused and frustrated these few days.The worst part is I have no bloody idea why.Maybe it's cause my pile of homework is mounting higher and higher by the day,or maybe it's cause I have to hand in my moral project tomorrow,and I still have 2 tugasan harian and 2 kerja amal to finish up (yet I still have time to write this post >_>).But I dunno...last year was the same,and I didn't feel this bad.I seem to be rather bitter these few days.I curse for no apparent reason,and just get frustrated easily.Ohmygod,I think i'm PMS-ing. >_>

Well,whatever.It'll pass...I hope.

Now,for the emo part of the post =D

The Feelings You Left Behind

When you look at yourself,
You just can’t help but wonder,
Wonder about the feelings that were left behind.
The feelings that were never shown,
All bottled up inside.

The words that were never said,
Only made it worse,
The price that had to be paid,
With an empty purse.

The bliss that you could’ve felt,
The grieve that you should’ve felt,
The regret that has yet to come,
All feelings without within.

It was all just a fallacy,
Little pieces that didn’t make sense.

Looking into the sky,
You rendered it all,
Looking back to the path,
You take a step of it all.

Just a little something I came up with +evenwhenIhadmymoralprojecttodocough+
Hope it makes sense.I don't even know how I come up with these things.I'm just weird like that =D.

Okay,that's it.I really really really have got to get back to my project.

School Stinks,srsly.

Ahhhh,this sucks.It's 10.30 p.m. and I'm not even close to finishing my dumb Bio project -.-.I was pretty sure I was gonna start yesterday,but I guess that was shot down too.Procrastinating blowsss.I still have a moral project that has yet to be touched,and the deadline's at the end of the month.And to make matters worse,I have to revise all my Add maths,Chem,Physics crap.
Dammit.I feel like emoing now.Anyone wanna join me? D:

I really should stop making up excuses to not do my project,like what i'm doing right now >_>.Well,that's it.No emo post this time.Instead,have some beautiful fireworks =D.Recorded by me,during the countdown in 1 Utama last year.Magnific,no?



Boom!
P.S:Don't mind the voices in the background.Just some random crap.